You know, sometimes I have to ask myself if I'm making the right choices. Not just, "Oh, should I or should I not eat this candy bar?" (Which we all know the answer to is a resounging YES), but on the more serious stuff.

I am going through a time of great confusion and uncertainty, and I often look back on all the things I've done, and forward to all the things I want to do, and I have to ask myself if I'm doing the right things.

Not just if I'm doing things to hurt others, but if I'm doing things to hurt myself in the long run. I've been told I don't think about myself and my needs enough, go figure.

A few of the things I worry about are...

Should I be feeling the things I'm feeling?

Can I trust myself to trust anyone, and then can I trust myself to make it out in one peice when it all falls apart like I keep waiting for?

Should I be trusting the people I'm trusting?

Can I really be getting into something good for once? Or am I setting myself up for yet another killing blow?

Should I be letting myself be a happy as I've been getting lately?

Should I be letting myself get as miserable as I've been getting?

And mostly..... should I be worrying about the things I'm worrying about?



Siiiigh. Long-winded personal posts FTW.