Heeeeeyyyyy! I'm back! You miss me? .............. Anyone?

Fuckers.




ANYway, I'm an aunt times FOUR now. My sister had a ANOTHER girl, her name's Allyuh Salah. It's some 'biblical' name, she told me. We're all just gonna call her Ally. XD

You know what? I'm NEVER gonna have kids. Ever. I fucking MEAN it. I just don't have that..... instinct. I can't even handle my neices too long. Oh, don't get me wrong, I love them dearly, but they drive me up a WALL sometimes. I guess I'm just not the 'mothering' type.

I mean, I suppose I am, KINDA, because I'm always 'mothering' over my friends(Yeah, I'm a worrier), but not really with children. I dunno, maybe I'm just defective. Wouldn't be the first time.

ANOTHER reason I never wanna have kids, besides they eat up all your time and money and soul, is..... well, I got to sit in on the birth. I got to watch this little thing get born.
And Lana went with NATURAL CHILD BIRTH. AUUUGH. She came out so fast her face was bruised and her head was still friggin' ROUND.

I DO NOT wanna put my poor body through that. And what if I had to have a C-Section like my mom? YIKES.

Okay. Those are my thoughts on the matter. Huh..... I'm not sure how an outsider to my thoughts will take this. I'm not saying having children is BAD, it's just something I, personally, would not enjoy, you know?


Siiigh.... I just hate feeling guilty for thinking like this. I KNOW I shouldn't, I KNOW that thoughts like these are just christian brainwashing. But sometimes, you do anyway.

............... ON A LIGHTER NOTE, I GOT ME SOME COPIC MARKERS! YAAAAAY!