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Thoughts On Life, The Universe, And Everything

Journal Entry: Mon Oct 20, 2008, 3:26 PM
  • Mood: Worried
  • Listening to: Where I Stood~Missy Higgins
  • Reading: Pearls Before Swine Treasury
  • Watching: The Forbbiden Kingdom
  • Playing: Silent Hill Homecomings
  • Eating: Nothin'
  • Drinking: Water
You know, sometimes I have to ask myself if I'm making the right choices. Not just, "Oh, should I or should I not eat this candy bar?" (Which we all know the answer to is a resounging YES), but on the more serious stuff.

I am going through a time of great confusion and uncertainty, and I often look back on all the things I've done, and forward to all the things I want to do, and I have to ask myself if I'm doing the right things.

Not just if I'm doing things to hurt others, but if I'm doing things to hurt myself in the long run. I've been told I don't think about myself and my needs enough, go figure.

A few of the things I worry about are...

Should I be feeling the things I'm feeling?

Can I trust myself to trust anyone, and then can I trust myself to make it out in one peice when it all falls apart like I keep waiting for?

Should I be trusting the people I'm trusting?

Can I really be getting into something good for once? Or am I setting myself up for yet another killing blow?

Should I be letting myself be a happy as I've been getting lately?

Should I be letting myself get as miserable as I've been getting?

And mostly..... should I be worrying about the things I'm worrying about?



Siiiigh. Long-winded personal posts FTW.

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 20
  • Current Residence: Washington, MO
  • Interests: Drawing, movies, cartooning, satire, stimulating conversation, PYRAMID HEAD
  • Favourite movie: Wizard of/Return to Oz, LoTR, Anything by Tim Burton, Anything with Zombies, Silent Hill
  • Favourite band or musician: H.I.M., Apoptygma Berzerk, Missy Higgins, NIN, Fall Out Boy, Gorillaz
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, Jrock/pop, punk, techno, pagan, classical, folk
  • Favourite game: Psychonauts, Spiderman(All), Katamari, Final Fantasy, Sims
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Kinniku Mantaro, Edward and Alphonse Elric,
  • Personal Quote: Just whores. Whores and robots. Some of the whores were robots." JV on what he spent his IZ mon

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~AGirlCalledFred:iconAGirlCalledFred: Jul 12, 2008, 8:22:50 AM
I just adored it, I am such a fan of your work!

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*LimeGreenSquid:iconLimeGreenSquid: Jul 12, 2008, 4:22:23 AM
Hey, thanks for the fav on my unfinished BBW ABC's - [link]

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~AGirlCalledFred:iconAGirlCalledFred: Jun 26, 2008, 5:42:37 PM
NEVAR. D<

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~Valincio:iconValincio: Jun 14, 2008, 1:19:42 PM
READ MY UPDATES, WOMAN!!!
~ChaosCrow:iconChaosCrow: May 31, 2008, 5:04:12 AM
Oly shyte! Your avp floored me years ago, I finally got back around and snooped yer folio! Ya gives me the chuckles! Your expressions on faces are priceless. And your sense of humour is...eunuch...er..unique! But ya still one of my faves, lass!
*Agent-Elrond:iconAgent-Elrond: Apr 16, 2008, 8:25:29 AM
Thanks so much for the favorite! :love:

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~AGirlCalledFred:iconAGirlCalledFred: Apr 6, 2008, 7:27:22 PM
Well, damn. D8

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*Agent-Elrond:iconAgent-Elrond: Apr 4, 2008, 6:00:48 PM
=D

I know how that works! :aww:

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~AGirlCalledFred:iconAGirlCalledFred: Apr 4, 2008, 4:47:58 PM
My pleasure! You know, I had meant to watch you a long time ago, but forgot, like I do. Then I heard about you on 2 Sense and it jogged my memory! XD

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~AGirlCalledFred:iconAGirlCalledFred: Apr 4, 2008, 4:37:59 PM
OMFG IS THAT REALLY YOOOU?!

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*Agent-Elrond:iconAgent-Elrond: Mar 25, 2008, 6:14:58 PM
Helloooo there!

Thanks so much for the watch! :love:

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~Pinkember:iconPinkember: Mar 24, 2008, 12:02:18 PM
Sending you a random hello!! ^^ :wave:

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~ShadowCrypt:iconShadowCrypt: Dec 12, 2007, 10:06:22 AM
Thanks for the fave on GWAR!
=HalibutWaffles:iconHalibutWaffles: Nov 3, 2007, 7:59:02 AM
Dear God...well this took long enough XD It's Baby-Doll, I got a new account!

OMG you like TF slash too? XDD

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*Pika-la-Cynique:iconPika-la-Cynique: Oct 20, 2007, 12:52:05 AM
Thanks for the watch! =D

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~AGirlCalledFred:iconAGirlCalledFred: Oct 4, 2007, 6:42:07 AM
I MISS YOU. D8

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~MetroLinkMonster:iconMetroLinkMonster: Oct 3, 2007, 8:29:32 PM
Hey, Homie
*pat pat pat*
~AGirlCalledFred:iconAGirlCalledFred: Sep 25, 2007, 10:33:01 AM
Lucas? Is that you? 8D

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~DullImagination:iconDullImagination: Sep 24, 2007, 1:53:07 PM Mood: Humor
oy Fred... member me poppet? I've got much going on right now and I must say you look simply rightous darling...later.... Luc

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~TransFormSlash:iconTransFormSlash: Sep 1, 2007, 9:50:43 PM Mood: Love
Thanks for joining my club! :D

If there is anything I can do better on it or any ideas for it, let me know.

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~AGirlCalledFred:iconAGirlCalledFred: Aug 29, 2007, 6:21:42 AM
You're so welcome! It made my week! XD

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